Can't Believe It

That he is a social activist. I recognized that voice very well even without looking at his face. I listened again as he called for the a couple of times. Yes, it's really him. He was everyone's favorite English teacher, the girls used to have a crush on him, the counselor, got a thing for drama and even Madonna.

I think I'll got myself checked another time...

Interracial Love Part 2

On my last post on interracial love, some of them are kinda crap especially the one on the comment part because I told you I haven't read all of the comments in Sha's Blog. So today I took some time to read all the comments. I am so DUMBFOUNDED by Jonathan Dupree's comment. I feel like a splint of glass just stab into my heart when I read his comment. Not that I was offended by his comment but what he said in the comment is so FUCKING TRUE and that is the REALITY! A BIG salute to him. Even I am guilty myself for not committing/practicing enough for my religion. I am not 100% true Muslim myself. What's the use of forcing yourself? I will rather commit/practice to my religion willingly without forcing myself just because someone told me so. Tell me which one is better? What I realize is that we will always have issues on religion especially and cultures when it comes to interracial, no matter how hard you try to avoid it. Race and religion is a very sensitive issues here. I am afraid we will end up in circles in the end.

Interracial Love

Haven't updating my blog for quite some time.. Been very busy once school starts..

So here I go...

Today's topic is about Interracial Love.. Very interesting topic and even did some research(Nothing better to do)..I realized not many locals blog about this topic online but I did find one that caught my interest and I am gonna share it with you guys. There's this blog post by a guy named Sha and yes he's from our own Lion City. So I decided to mention his post on Malays Guys Prefer To Date Chinese Girls in my blog. (Click on the link) Better read all the funny comments (especially) on his post. I haven't read them all yet, just read some of the comments.

It can get very controversial based on religion issues if you read further..

If I am going to comment on his post, this is what I am going to say. It will be something like this:

"The Educated ones (not the typical mat) don't even take a good look at me because obviously if there's a Minah standing beside me, they will look at the Minah rather than me and I will never stand a chance anymore, the Minah will always win. They are more jambu than me seriously even the underaged ones (Don't believe me? Really this is a Fact). Maybe Minah got the Hey-Mat-Look-At-Me charm blah blah blah...

Then for those who said to look at NTU/NUS.. Where the HELL are you guys?? I have been wondering the North/South Spine of my school, I can only spot a FEW!! and try to make some eye contact and maybe smile a little bit at these rare ones... And I am talking about the Local ones, those from the neighbour countries, ok lah can also be in my list of boys.. No need to say if there's any from my computer engineering course lah, they can be counted by your fingers. If exists also, either taken or this semester you see him, next semester you don't see him anymore haha (Just Joking, no offence) I'll end up liking the Kazakhstan, Caucasians, Chinese, Indians you name it.. So don't stare at me or be surprised if an Indian or Chinese or whoever make me fall for them.. Always have the thinking (Don't worry you'll find one (Malay Boyfriend))... Blah Blah Blah the list can go on and on and on...

The Downfall

I can feel myself falling,

falling,

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I'm falling down

into the dark black hole

falling,

falling,

and I'm still falling

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feels like it's an endless hole

Supposing you have tried and failed again. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing that we call "Failure" is not falling down, but the staying down. --

Mary Pickford (Canadian born American Actress called America's Sweetheart during the silent-film era. 1893-1979)

Should I stay down and have a fresh start?? But if I do, I have to start planning what am I REALLY going to do?? Why is it SO HARD to make a bloody decision?? Because the decision you had decided will end up into consideration. Then you'll start to think twice about it and you'll end up back to square one!!

It's all about DECISION,DECISION and DECISION! Whether you make the right or wrong decision.

The passion that I used to have is long dead and gone.

Life is FUCKED up!!!

Top Students Cry Over PSLE

Despite the wee hours, decided to blog about the news that I just read online. About Kiddos crying or complaining to their Mummy about the Maths PSLE and was unexpected it to get harder and harder. Boo Hoo Hoo!!! Oh Come On get a LIFE! Don't blame MOE for setting the paper harder. TYPICAL Singapore parents!! You know why because for this year PSLE calculators can be used for paper 2. HAHA... You think what easy come and go ah? Your wish ah! It's like what you guys are just Primary Six!! Just move on to the next paper can? It's just one BLOODY paper. I ask them do Engineering Maths I paper in NTU, then maybe they can see who is more fucked up. We screwed up our paper, we never complain until come out in the news right. At most we complain and blamed the Foreigners for making our life so difficult that's all. I know alright there's a big difference between A+ and A. You guys had been studying hard for 2 months to go to your favorite school that you chose, I know how it feels like. The thing is you Kiddos got 2 MONTHS to study and WE Computer Engineering NTU students not even a 2 months just say plenty of time to rest plus all those never-ending lab assignments/projects equal to night less sleep, we will end up studying in the last 2 week/1 week before exams again equal to night less sleep. Not mentioning the depression/suicidal emotions we're having. You KIDDOS got what to handle? No lab assignments/projects/report to handle. So stop whining and complaining lah.

- School recess week starting tomorrow.. No break for me because I got lab works to do during those week..
- Gotta figure out my database thingy for Software Engineering.
- Too caught up with work work work, I almost forgot the coming week is recess week until my friend mentioned it last week. WTF!
-Panda-eyed for me.

My Saturday Life.

-Sorry for not updating my blog all this while because I am either lazy or can't be bothered to update or I got nothing interesting updates to share with you guys. I had been Tweeting a lot nowadays. Now I decided to update my blog after receiving a complaint from a good friend of mine.
- Went to NYP DECC Alumni Gathering 2009.
- In the evening, met up with Andersonian mates, we're breaking fast at Swensons in birthday celebration of all the August Babies.
-After that went to BayBeats at Esplanade with Sha's friends: Yasin,Iman,Din and Khai.
Had a great time and I supposedly to be back home early that night but the Rebellious Me decided to stay for StarBucks because it's like I was giving my support to one of the guys who wanted a girl's number at the counter. It's very interesting to see how the guys flirt and asking a girl's number you know that sort of stuff..
- So all of us were like relationship adviser like that giving him advice while he was being pressurized by all of us.
-In the end he REALLY got her number.
-Lastly had to go be back home because of my mum worrying about me not getting the last bus blah blah blah...
-Reached home at around one plus in the morning , got nagged from my mum.. Never slept for the next few hours doing a little bit of school work and to "sahur" for fasting on the next day.


- Will be uploading some photos once I bug those who have the photos in their hands.